Sunday, July 15, 2007

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

As I sit down again to write something new here at my blog I find it really amazing to see that again I’ve the personality blues upon the highest point that I have had in the past month or so, it’s just like I’m suffering from the nausea of loneliness that does not seem to cease in any context. Don’t know why I usually get so fed up with the things around me it’s just like walking down the Boulevard of broken dreams!
A boulevard of broken dreams has its reason because I think that what ever a person feels is somewhat related to whatever he thinks or imagines and I guess dreams in bitter reality something that we think off its just like while hallucinating something you try and reach out for the thing but when you are not able to get hold of it really get you back into the reality, the feeling of not able to get hold of what you were just feeling while the hallucination also makes you wonder what could it really mean in reality.
At the moment its just like I’m really walking in an empty street that I really want for myself it really feels like I’ve myself deleted the whole amount of people could have been a part of the world around me to walk really alone at his moment so as to satisfy the fire of solitude that is burning in my belly. I don’t know what I’m suppose to do but it’s like the darkness of the loneliness is really shouting at me with,
“Surrender the happiness around you to me, surrender the smiles you can pass on to me surrender the touch of glory if you have any to me”
It’s like I look up with a broken soul to it with a rye smile on my face that it’s been time I had any of the stuff you want as I live at a boulevard of broken dreams!

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